wazimoto39

Shell...Closing the door Golden rays of sunlight reflecting off your ebony hair it's like I'm still there…. out of focus…lost in the light I lay awake at night thinking about you about us…and what might have been 20 years without you seems but a moment ago Every time my pen hits the page my words are of you and the emptiness I've carried to this age Running through memories I destroy all my feelings and the shell keeps on cracking walking through doors…abandoning my feelings and an emptiness I cannot fill Pouring out these feelings for you that others could never understand they don't see you from my po

She came to me in my darkest hour offering me eternity with one kiss her lips.... sweet yet tinged with bitter deceit falling prey to her charms I succumbed to her control.... a victim of fate we walked under sunless skies upon exotic beaches.... and along ancient corridors I could not place whispers haunting my neural pathways descending deeper into darkness.... I followed her lips upon my flesh... divine... erotic intertwined forms upon the cool earth night fell.... the world adrift behind us bonded here amongst the ancient gods forsaken here in the darkness.... a prisoner to her kiss bleeding me dry

So you've glimpsed inside my reality full of fleeting moments a question of heaven and my own sanity a shade of my former self....loveless to where all of it has been replaced with hate shackled.... earthbound..... I'll show you my fate one winter's eve she came to me an angelic spirit she showed me love so easily.....so free her long brown hair blew on the light breeze 'till my heart was at ease so many walls I had built to keep the darkness at bay only to find I walled it in to stay over time it changed into something tangible so malicious and vile it turned into hate She could sense the changes deep inside of me so cold a